Every day since the bar exam results have come out, I have checked back on the website to make sure my name is still on the list. Like if they wrote it in invisible ink it would somehow disappear after a few days, shoving me back into the bar exam Hades I was in for …
Month: September 2013
Page 4 of 10
I am still not off the high of Friday, September 6. That was the day that I finally realized my long-term dream to become a lawyer. My name appeared on page 4 of 10 in the “bar passage list” published online. I literally cried for two solid hours. I couldn’t even talk on the phone. …
Today Is the Day
Well the day has finally come. The day the bar results come out. As I type this, I am sitting at home in my comfy chair, just Moxie and a movie to keep me company. I have given it everything I had. No quarter. We are just a couple of hours away from the big …
One Day to Wait.
One more day to wait until the dreaded, feared, and anticipated results of the bar exam. Am I stressed? You could say that. I can only concentrate on movie or the dastardly game Candy Crush at this point, as nothing else can hold my attention span for more than about three minutes. Not a thing. …
The Reason I Have Cried for a Week
I figured out why I have cried every day for the past week. It finally hit me tonight. It is two-fold: listening to sad music I.e., Adele or Queen or whatever, and the thought that all I have hoped for for so long comes down to Friday at 4pm. It's almost like everything else has …
Even Looking at the Website Makes Me Nervous
I remember last April 5, when the results of the February bar exam came out, I looked at the website where they are posted to see if my friends had passed. Sometime during that week, or maybe that morning, the website has a banner they put up on the top corner that says that the …
Continue reading Even Looking at the Website Makes Me Nervous
We Are the Champions
I sit here today, listening to Queen, and crying, again. Third time this weekend. Why? Because the bar results come out on Friday. We 242 or so folks sit, quietly yet impatiently, awaiting the results to be posted for all the world to see. Oh how we all, I’m sure, wish they would silently send …
A Time to Live, A Time to Hope, A Time To Cry
Sometimes in life, it’s a time to live. Sometimes, it’s just a time to cry. Sometimes the raw emotion of the day just gets to a person, and that’s the latter. Sometimes it’s being alone for the day, when your mind finally has the opportunity to calm down from the craziness of the day. Sometimes, …
Continue reading A Time to Live, A Time to Hope, A Time To Cry